And I think is the first time that I'm actually happy about going to school.
I don't even mind waking up at quarter to six... because I know classes are gonna be great, interesting and real fun...
Okay, I'm going insane. But I'm not lying!
Thing is... even though I do love to write... I can't do it all the time because I have no ideas sometimes or I'm just not in the mood (and let's face it, a proper writer can't stop writing just because he/she is not in the mood...)
But languages are different. I could learn languages all my life and never grow bored. I could read or listen to them, even if I don't understand them just because it's wonderful. And I know there's people that can't stand listening to something they don't understand.
So... maybe is the way I have to know that my life is finally going somewhere. That I'm finally on my path, the one I'm supposed to follow, where I'll be happy.
I have this amazing feeling of fulfulling a need inside me... does that make any sense? Probably no.
Okay... moving on...
The german group was opened so, as of Monday, I'm learning German.
I think I'll die, or go insane... or start mixing up languages in forms that I can't conceive... yeah.
But I know is not gonna be so hard (I'm not saying German is not difficult, don't take me wrong... I'm just saying that languages doesn't seem to be too complicated in my mind like maths...)
And I have only 3 subjects this quarter: "Writting", "Texts studies" and "Grammar II"
So I don't have to stay until 3 o'clock everyday (Uyuki is glad about that).
And well, that's just about it.
I went in the search for new Vans... but I didn't find them. Apparently that design does not exist in my size... I don't belive them... so I'll have to search for them in the city centre.
But I did find a belt with kitty faces on it ^^.
And 2 books of Dr. Seuss.
And new yaoi mangas... and again, I have no money. No surprise there.
(Also, to finish with my random thoughts... the Muse is inspired, a whole new Katsura/Dipp story... more Katsura than anything, so I should turn on the other computer to start writting it. It looks promising... I hope I can actually finish it).
- Location:en algún lugar de mi mente
- Mood:
no thoughts... - Music:"How to save a life" The Fray
I've been fine so far, I got sick a month before they all did so I'm hoping not to get sick again, it wouldn't be good.
Holidays are making me tired...
I've got nothing to do (and if I have to do something... well, I just don't want to of course, like cleaning my room).
I've been writing but I tired of it.
I've been reading but I tired of it.
I've been watching DVD's... but my head hurts because so much telly.
And I'm also tired of being in the computer all day long. Looking for things that I simply can't find no matter what.
(This is a big parentesis... does anybody remembers "Los cuentos de los Hermanos Grimm" the anime, it used to be on ZAZ, and they were just lovely. Thing is I want to know if I can get the DVD's because Amazon.com doesn't find them and I'm getting frustrated).
And today, after being in the net for some time I found something I've wanted for a long time...
Dr. Seuss books!
Yes, I knew they existed long ago, but I never actually saw them physically.
I found the books I want to buy as soon as I get some money (won't be so soon probably), this are the titles:
"The Cat in the Hat"
"The Sneetches"
"One fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish"
"How the Grinch stole Christmas"
"The Lorax"
I know that some titles are unknown in this part of the continent, Dr. Seuss is not particulary famous here... you all must know the Grinch and the Cat because there are movies about themn (which, by the way, are very bad because nothing can compare to the actual cartoon... well, at least for the Grinch, I don't know if the Cat has a cartoon, but if it does is way better than the movie with real people).
So, those are the books I want now. I've always loved Dr. Seuss (for all of you who know me since a long time that should be new information). I don't know why I love him so much, maybe it's the drawings, always full of colours and weird forms; maybe it's the stories, which always tell a beautiful message; maybe it just reminds me of my childhood, which was when I first saw the Grinch, y dad had some VHS videos in English and the Grinch was in one of them.
Maybe I just like it because I do. I can't tell you why... it just gives me a feeling of being safe. Like if I'd known the cartoons and the stories all along, even when I've never watched them before.
I'm delusional know, it's the night, make me go crazy...
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!
- Location:en algún lugar de mi mente
- Mood:
content - Music:"Desire" Ryan Addams
